top of page
Search

WHO ARE YOU REALLY?

  • Writer: Madhukar Dama
    Madhukar Dama
  • May 19
  • 5 min read
What you call your identity is actually a set of roles, labels, and expectations shaped by others — parents, teachers, religion, media, and social approval. You didn’t choose who you are; you adjusted to survive, be liked, and avoid rejection. Whether it’s being a good parent, a successful worker, or a spiritual person, most of your image is built from outside feedback, not internal clarity. And the more you try to protect or perfect this image, the more you sacrifice your health, peace, and freedom. There is no fixed “you” to discover — only a costly performance to stop taking seriously.
What you call your identity is actually a set of roles, labels, and expectations shaped by others — parents, teachers, religion, media, and social approval. You didn’t choose who you are; you adjusted to survive, be liked, and avoid rejection. Whether it’s being a good parent, a successful worker, or a spiritual person, most of your image is built from outside feedback, not internal clarity. And the more you try to protect or perfect this image, the more you sacrifice your health, peace, and freedom. There is no fixed “you” to discover — only a costly performance to stop taking seriously.

YOUR IDENTITY IS ALWAYS DETERMINED BY OTHERS. YOU DON'T HAVE ANY IDENTITY OF YOUR OWN


A blunt look at how what you think of as “you” is just a collection of labels, roles, and reactions shaped by others — and why it’s better not to take any of it too seriously



---


I. INTRODUCTION: YOU WERE NEVER ASKED WHO YOU ARE


From the beginning, you were named and described by others.

You were told your gender, your religion, your behavior, your place in the family.

You were judged, corrected, compared, and praised.

You quickly learned which parts of you were accepted — and which were ignored or punished.


This is how identity is formed.

Not by discovery, but by adaptation.

You adjusted to survive.

What you now call your “personality” is the result of years of this process.



---


II. MOST OF WHAT YOU BELIEVE ABOUT YOURSELF COMES FROM OUTSIDE


Think about it.


The way you dress


The job you chose


The way you speak


What you consider success


How you see yourself in relationships


What you hide


What you show off



All of this has been shaped by what others approved, tolerated, or admired.


Even your so-called “rebellion” is often just a reaction to what someone else expected.


There is nothing original in it.



---


III. EXAMPLES OF OUTSOURCED IDENTITY


“I’m successful”


According to social, academic, or financial standards invented by others.


“I’m a good parent”


According to comparisons and validation from schools, relatives, or social media.


“I’m independent”


Usually defined by career status, not actual self-reliance.


“I’m spiritual”


Often borrowed language, behavior, and aesthetics shaped by groups or traditions.


In every case, the identity is maintained for someone else’s perception.



---


IV. WHEN THE IMAGE BREAKS, YOU PANIC


You lose the job.

You gain weight.

You are no longer praised.

You can’t perform the role anymore.


Suddenly, your value feels reduced.


Because the identity was tied to outcomes — not to anything stable.


Most people continue to chase the next label instead of recognizing that there was no foundation to begin with.



---


V. WHY PEOPLE DEFEND THEIR ROLES SO DESPERATELY


Because if you admit you don’t know who you are, you lose social leverage.

And without an identity to show, others may not know how to treat you.

This makes people anxious.

So they hold onto roles tightly — even when it damages their health or peace.


This is how people destroy themselves for the sake of being:


A good employee


A strong father


A successful person


An impressive partner


A consistent personality



There’s no reward for this — just exhaustion.



---


VI. YOU HAVE NO FIXED SELF — AND THAT’S FINE


There is no final version of you to discover.

There is no hidden “real you” waiting to be found.

You change based on context, history, energy, and necessity.


Trying to define yourself once and for all is a waste of energy.

It only leads to disappointment and confusion.


The better choice is to stop overidentifying with whatever you’ve been told you are.



---


VII. THE HEALTH COST OF TAKING IDENTITY SERIOUSLY


People ruin their health trying to match the image.


Working long hours to maintain status


Under-eating or over-exercising to match body ideals


Suppressing emotions to appear stable


Overparenting to seem like good mothers or fathers


Spending beyond means to appear successful


Remaining in toxic families or marriages for social image



This is not strength. It is deterioration.



---


VIII. THE MORE YOU PROTECT YOUR IDENTITY, THE LESS FREE YOU ARE


You live defensively.

You make decisions based on how they will affect your label.

You avoid anything that doesn’t fit the role you’ve accepted.


You don’t rest properly.

You don’t eat simply.

You don’t express honestly.

You don’t change directions.


Because you’re not living — you’re maintaining a public version of yourself.



---


IX. WHAT TO DO INSTEAD


Not “find yourself.”

Not “create a better identity.”

Not “reinvent your personality.”


Instead:


Observe how much of your life is driven by image maintenance.


Reduce the energy spent defending or projecting a fixed idea of yourself.


Do not invest your health, time, or relationships in protecting roles.


Let others think what they want.


Notice how things function without the performance.



You don’t need to define who you are.

You only need to stop damaging yourself in the name of being someone.



---


X. CONCLUSION: YOU ARE A FLUID, ADAPTING HUMAN ANIMAL — NOT A BRAND


The idea of a “core identity” is overvalued.

What matters more is your physical well-being, your peace of mind, and your ability to live simply.


If carrying your image is costing you sleep, digestion, breath, or presence —

it’s not worth it.


You don’t owe anyone a fixed version of yourself.


And you certainly don’t have to be destroyed trying to maintain one.



“YOU DON’T HAVE AN IDENTITY. JUST A LIST OF ROLES YOU’RE EXHAUSTED FROM PLAYING.”



---


they named you

before you could speak.


boy. girl.

gifted. quiet. obedient.

troublemaker. topper. average.

good child. black sheep.

their words

entered your ears

before you knew what ears were for.


and you believed them.



---


you grew up performing.


first for marks.

then for smiles.

then for attention.

then for praise.

then for survival.


you wore titles like uniforms.

student. son. achiever. employee. spouse.

parent. taxpayer.

spiritual seeker.


each one stitched on you

by someone who wanted

you to behave.



---


you smiled for photos

that made you feel fake.

you posted quotes

that you didn’t live.

you said “i’m fine”

when you were exhausted.


and they called it maturity.



---


you weren’t growing.

you were conforming.

shrinking.

compacting.

streamlining yourself

into something explainable.


you learned

how to be liked.

how to be seen.

how to be useful.

how to disappear

without making noise.



---


you became

a manager

a mother

a yoga-certified, detoxing,

hormone-balancing robot

with digital proof of productivity.


you didn’t notice

you’d forgotten how to

breathe

without justifying it.



---


you wear the labels so long

they become skin.

and you call it

identity.


but take away

the job,

the family,

the profile,

the body,

the name...


and you panic.


not because you lost yourself.

but because you realize

you never had one.



---


you thought

there was a “you”

underneath it all.


but there isn’t.


there’s just

whatever’s left

when you stop pretending.



---


but you’re scared of that.

because you were raised

to be valuable.

not real.



---


you spent your life

trying to be someone.


someone good.

someone smart.

someone impressive.

someone lovable.

someone spiritual.

someone strong.


and now you’re tired.


not from living.

from pretending to live.



---


they told you:

“be yourself.”


but what they meant was:

“be the version of you we can handle.”



---


you don’t need to find yourself.

you need to stop

sacrificing your lungs

for applause.



---


you don’t have an identity.

you have obligations.

and fears.

and memories of who they said you should be.

and a body that keeps the score.



---


you want to be free?


stop fixing the mask.

start noticing who you're serving

every time you call it “me.”





 
 
Post: Blog2_Post

LIFE IS EASY

Survey Number 114, Near Yelmadagi 1, Chincholi Taluk, Kalaburgi District 585306, India

NONE OF THE WORD, SENTENCE OR ARTICLE IN THE ENTIRE WEBSITE INTENDS TO BE A REPLACEMENT FOR ANY TYPE OF MEDICAL OR HEALTH ADVISE.

UNCOPYRIGHTED.

bottom of page