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- Madhukar Dama
- Oct 19, 2025
- 13 min read

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You already know what causes cancer.
Youβve read it. Youβve heard it. Youβve seen people die from it.
And yet, you continue to do the same things every single day.
That means only one thing β you love cancer.
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You wake up and reach for your phone.
You start your day with anxiety, blue light, and no sunlight.
You skip water, skip breathing fresh air, and fill your mind with work, news, or messages.
You know stress lowers immunity.
You know disturbed sleep and screen exposure increase cancer risk.
Yet you repeat it every morning.
You do this knowingly β so itβs not ignorance anymore, itβs habit by choice.
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You eat sugar even after knowing it feeds cancer cells.
You fry food in refined oil even after knowing it creates free radicals.
You drink milk and dairy even after knowing they are loaded with hormones and antibiotics.
You microwave leftovers, reheat oils, and eat stale food from the fridge β knowing all this releases toxic compounds.
Youβve seen people around you fall sick from these same things.
Yet you continue because you βlike the taste.β
Thatβs love.
Thatβs the slow love story between you and cancer.
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Every day, you buy it in bottles, packets, and tubes.
Perfumes, deodorants, shampoos, floor cleaners, detergents β all filled with carcinogenic chemicals you canβt even pronounce.
You spray them on your body, clothes, and home.
You smell βfreshβ but breathe poison.
You know these contain parabens, formaldehyde, and synthetic fragrances.
You still prefer them because theyβre convenient and smell good.
Thatβs not accident β thatβs attachment.
Youβre emotionally attached to the smell of cancer.
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You sit for hours, day after day.
You rarely walk. You avoid sweating.
You use elevators instead of stairs.
You stay in air-conditioned rooms instead of sunlight.
You know inactivity and lack of sunlight are direct cancer risks.
Youβve read that vitamin D deficiency, obesity, and chronic inflammation all promote cancer.
Still, you stay glued to your chair and call that βwork.β
Youβre not forced to live this way β youβve chosen it.
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You know what can prevent cancer β
fresh air, real food, proper sleep, sunlight, clean bowel, sweat, and calm mind.
But you find these boring.
You find them difficult.
Youβll spend 10,000 rupees on supplements but wonβt fast for one day.
Youβll take protein powders and gym memberships but wonβt walk barefoot in the sun.
Youβll trust packaged health products but not your bodyβs natural healing capacity.
You avoid nature and simplicity because they expose your addiction to convenience.
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You know processed food, alcohol, smoking, plastics, sleep deprivation, and constant stress cause cancer.
You know deodorants, whitening creams, and fairness lotions contain carcinogens.
You know reusing plastic bottles, heating in plastic containers, and cooking in non-stick pans release toxins.
Yet you do them daily.
You keep your fridge full of stale food and plastic boxes.
You use packaged juices instead of real fruits.
You call it modern living.
Youβre not living β youβre feeding cancer through every modern habit.
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Youβve seen people around you die of cancer.
You saw them suffer through chemo, radiation, hospitals, pain, and fear.
You said βhow unlucky.β
Then you went home and continued the same habits.
You didnβt learn.
That means you didnβt want to.
Youβre emotionally loyal to your habits β even when they kill others and will kill you too.
Thatβs love.
Blind love.
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When it finally comes β when your body starts breaking down β
youβll say, βItβs in my genes,β or βItβs Godβs will,β or βIt just happened.β
Youβll never say, βI earned this.β
But the truth is simple β you built it day by day, meal by meal, breath by breath.
You canβt call it bad luck if youβve spent 20 years preparing for it.
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You were trained to live like this β
to treat food as entertainment, rest as laziness, chemicals as hygiene, and pills as health.
Youβve normalised living in a constant state of toxicity.
But training doesnβt erase choice.
You still choose every day.
You still pick what to buy, what to eat, and how to live.
That means the responsibility is still yours.
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You think small acts donβt matter.
You think one cup of tea, one packet of chips, one late night, one deodorant use, one missed walk β donβt add up.
But they do.
Cancer doesnβt start in a day β it builds silently through thousands of small approvals you give it.
Every time you say, βItβs okay, just once,β
youβre allowing another layer of damage.
You are the one signing the permission slip.
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Youβre not unlucky.
Youβre not a victim.
Youβre a daily participant in your own destruction.
You know exactly which acts cause cancer β
and you continue doing them.
So letβs stop pretending.
You donβt fear cancer.
You π°π’π¬π‘ ππ¨π« π’π β because you love the lifestyle that causes it.
Cancer is not your punishment.
Itβs your reflection.
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Stop eating milk, maida, sugar, and refined oil.
Avoid pills for every discomfort.
Minimise white rice and wheat; eat jowar, ragi, millets.
Eat only fresh, local, and seasonal food.
Move daily β walk, stretch, play, sweat under the sun.
Use buttermilk daily.
Donβt store food in the refrigerator.
Eat only when hungry, eat dinner early.
Fast on Ekadashi.
Do a castor oil bath on Amavasya and Purnima.
End your day with Mother Simarouba Kashaya.
Then youβll stop living like cancerβs lover
and start living like lifeβs guardian.
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It was just after sunrise.
Mist hung low over the fields.
Dr. Madhukar Dama sat under the neem tree near the bamboo gate, waiting as the day began with bird calls.
Adhya, 14, and Anju, 10, opened the gate as the visitors arrived one by one β a mix of city, village, and in-between lives.
Each was offered a small cup of Mother Simarouba Kashaya, dark, bitter, earthy.
They sat on the ground in a half-circle.
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Ramesh (40, office worker):
βI know my lifestyle isnβt healthy. I sit for hours, skip breakfast, eat lunch late, and drink tea ten times a day. But I canβt help it β I have deadlines.β
Dr. Madhukar:
βYou know what prolonged sitting does?β
Ramesh nods. βYes β back pain, obesityβ¦β
Dr. Madhukar:
βAnd cancer.
When you sit for long hours, blood flow slows down. Your insulin spikes stay high. Cells live in low oxygen and high sugar. Thatβs the same condition in which cancer thrives. You know this β yet you continue. Why?β
Ramesh looks down. βBecause work wonβt allow me otherwise.β
Dr. Madhukar:
βWork didnβt give you cancer. Your choices did. You choose to obey convenience more than your body.β
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Meera (35, health-conscious homemaker):
βI eat healthy, Doctor. I use olive oil, almond milk, protein bars, and organic products.β
Dr. Madhukar:
βYou use deodorant?β
βYes.β
βCook in non-stick pans?β
βYes.β
βStore food in plastic?β
βYes.β
βYou inhale cancer, cook in cancer, and store it in your fridge β all while saying you eat healthy. Youβre aware of the risks, right?β
She nods, softly.
Dr. Madhukar:
βThen this is not ignorance. This is affection. You donβt fear cancer β you are emotionally attached to the lifestyle that causes it.β
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Dr. Shankar (45, oncologist):
βI treat cancer every day. I tell patients to eat clean and avoid stress. But yes, I barely sleep, drink four coffees daily, and eat whateverβs available.β
Dr. Madhukar:
βYou see the suffering directly. Why do you continue?β
He exhales. βWeβre overworked. Hospitals run on adrenaline.β
Dr. Madhukar:
βThen the system also loves cancer β it feeds on it.
You know better than anyone how much of it is created, not born. Yet you behave as if your mind and body are separate. You heal others but willingly damage yourself. Thatβs the modern contradiction β knowledge without obedience.β
Dr. Shankar stays silent.
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Raghav (65, retired teacher):
βAll diseases come after fifty. Thatβs normal. My father had diabetes, my brother had cancer. It runs in our family.β
Dr. Madhukar:
βDo you mean it runs in your genes or in your kitchen?β
Raghav laughs uneasily. βMaybe both.β
Dr. Madhukar:
βYou all grew up drinking milk every day, eating white rice, and sitting after meals. You used sugar and fried snacks as daily reward. Thatβs not heredity β thatβs habit passed as heritage. You didnβt inherit disease; you inherited indulgence.β
Raghavβs eyes soften. βWe thought it was good living.β
Dr. Madhukar:
βEvery comfort that disconnected you from nature was sold to you as good living. Thatβs how love for cancer was cultivated β slowly, over generations.β
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Aarav (22, student):
βI know chips and cola arenβt healthy, but weβre young. We can handle it now.β
Dr. Madhukar:
βHandle what? Your body is your only handling system.
When you drink cola, eat packaged food, and sit for hours on your phone, your cells adapt to survive that abuse. Cancer is that adaptation β cells learning to live in poison because you refuse to stop feeding it.β
Aarav fidgets. βSo even at my ageβ?β
Dr. Madhukar:
βCancer doesnβt check age. It checks environment. Youβre making it comfortable early.β
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Basavaraj (55, farmer):
βI walk, eat what we grow, and sleep after sunset. But whenever I go to the city, everything feels upside down. People buy vegetables like they buy clothes. They eat out of packets. How can they live like that?β
Dr. Madhukar:
βThey call it progress.
But what you see is the result of people believing comfort equals intelligence. The more disconnected they become, the more they call it βdevelopmentβ. They trade simplicity for sickness β and call the sickness modern.β
Basavaraj nods slowly. βThey work hard to fall ill.β
βExactly,β Madhukar replies, quietly.
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Leela (50, cancer survivor):
βI had breast cancer five years ago. After surgery and chemo, I began living differently β stopped milk, sugar, and refined oil. I started walking, sweating, and eating real food. I havenβt fallen sick since.β
Dr. Madhukar:
βYou stopped loving what caused it.
Thatβs why you recovered. Cancer doesnβt punish β it teaches. It asks one question: do you still want to continue living the same way?β
Leela looks around. βMost people do.β
Dr. Madhukar:
βYes. They love their disease because it justifies their habits. It gives reason to their laziness, excuse to their indulgence, and sympathy for their suffering.β
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Silence falls.
Adhya refills cups with the bitter Kashaya.
Anju brings pieces of jaggery for the guests to bite after it.
The wind rustles the neem leaves.
Dr. Madhukar (slowly):
βYou all know. You know which food is poison. You know the air you breathe indoors is stale. You know plastic, sugar, and late nights kill.
And yet, you continue.
That means you are not victims.
You are participants.
You donβt fear cancer β you expect it, you plan for it, you even insure it.
Itβs no longer an accident. Itβs an accepted outcome of a chosen lifestyle.β
No one speaks.
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Dr. Madhukar (continuing):
βYou can fall out of love with cancer only through practice β not by talk, not by guilt, not by fear.
Start with small obedience to nature:
Stop eating milk, maida, sugar, and refined oil.
Avoid pills for every pain.
Minimise white rice and wheat.
Eat jowar, ragi, millets, seasonal fruits, and vegetables.
Stay active daily β walk, play, or do yoga under the sun.
Eat only when hungry and eat dinner early.
Fast on Ekadashi.
Use fermented foods like buttermilk.
Avoid the refrigerator β eat fresh.
Do a full-body castor oil bath on Amavasya and Purnima.
End your day with Mother Simarouba Kashaya.β
He pauses, looking at each face.
Dr. Madhukar:
βIf you canβt do even this, then stop pretending you fear cancer.
Youβre still in love with it.β
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The group sits quietly.
The neem leaves keep moving in the morning light.
A faint smell of earth, herbs, and firewood fills the air.
Before leaving, Savitri comes from the kitchen with baskets of ridge gourds, guavas, and lemons β gifts from the garden.
She smiles gently.
βTake these home,β she says. βThey keep you away from hospitals.β
No one replies.
They just bow slightly β each carrying the weight of a truth they already knew but had never said aloud.
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(by Dr. Madhukar Dama)
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You donβt want cancer, you say.
But you wake up every morning and live like someone whoβs applying for it.
You start with a phone in your hand, not sunlight on your face.
You scroll, you sip reheated tea, you read about someone elseβs success and feel smaller β
you already know this weakens your mind,
but you call it a βroutine.β
You sit to eat, but not to chew.
You donβt taste anything anymore,
you just swallow things that come in packets,
because βthereβs no time.β
You know these are dead foods β
refined, bleached, preserved, fried, and reused β
but you like the comfort.
It saves you the effort of care.
You tell your children not to eat junk while you eat the same behind their back.
You laugh about it.
Thatβs not humour. Thatβs hypocrisy turned normal.
You love air conditioning in every season.
You love staying indoors even on a bright day.
You say the sun is harsh.
You have turned away from the very thing that keeps you alive.
Your refrigerator is your god.
You worship it three times a day.
It stores your leftovers, your excuses, and your fear of freshness.
You donβt see how it kills your food β
you just call it βconvenient.β
You fill your home with creams, perfumes, and floor cleaners
that your nose loves and your body hates.
You know they cause headaches, rashes, breathing trouble β
but they make your house smell βnice.β
So you spray poison proudly.
You know stress leads to disease.
But you seek stress.
You wear it like a badge of honour.
You donβt rest without guilt.
You canβt sit quietly for five minutes without reaching for noise.
You are scared of silence β
because in silence youβd hear the body asking questions
you have no courage to answer.
You treat the body like a servant β
feed it when it screams, drug it when it protests,
and keep it working through exhaustion.
You call that strength.
Itβs not strength β itβs self-destruction on auto mode.
You buy gym memberships to burn what you overate.
You drink juices labelled βdetoxβ from plastic bottles.
You swallow vitamins because you destroyed nutrition in the kitchen.
You call this self-care.
You insure your life before you live it.
You save for hospital bills before you save for health.
You fear disease, yet invest in it every day.
Thatβs not irony β thatβs the national lifestyle.
You go to weddings and eat until your body begs you to stop.
You drink because βitβs a celebration.β
You drive home late, sleep late, wake up tired β
and blame βthe system.β
You are the system.
You are the reason your fruits donβt smell like fruits anymore,
your soil doesnβt feel like soil,
your mind doesnβt stay still.
You built this cancer economy brick by brick β
with your purchases, your preferences, your pride.
You think cancer happens to βunluckyβ people.
But youβve been lucky every day it hasnβt shown up yet.
Youβve been spared, not saved.
You know the cause.
You just donβt want to let go of the comfort.
Because you like the taste of poison β
mild, sweet, familiar.
Youβve adjusted to it so well that health feels foreign.
You fear the bitter β the neem, the castor oil, the Simarouba Kashaya.
You call them βtoo strong.β
But your body was made for strong, not for soft.
You sit in front of a screen for hours,
and think walking to the balcony is βexercise.β
You think taking the stairs once a week βbalances it.β
You want recovery without effort,
healing without change,
freedom without discipline.
You say, βEveryone dies of something.β
Thatβs not acceptance β thatβs surrender before the fight begins.
You want your food delivered hot,
your life delivered easy,
and your death delivered late.
But all three come together β
fast, hot, and easy.
You love your disease because it lets you continue your habits.
Without it, youβd have to confront yourself.
With it, you have an excuse.
You think you canβt live without milk,
but youβve forgotten how many generations lived without your brands.
You think you canβt give up sugar,
but you donβt see that sugar gave up on you first.
You donβt want to learn from those whoβve reversed their disease.
You want shortcuts, not change.
You want a painless cure for a painful pattern.
You want to talk about βawareness.β
But awareness without action is entertainment.
Youβll attend a cancer awareness walk,
wear a pink ribbon,
take a selfie,
and go home to a dinner fried in the same refined oil that built the disease.
You donβt need lectures.
You need honesty.
The truth is, you love what kills you.
Youβve made peace with poison because it lets you stay lazy.
You donβt eat food β you eat brands.
You donβt drink water β you drink packaged reassurance.
You donβt live β you maintain yourself between two diseases.
Cancer is not your enemy.
Itβs your mirror.
It looks like you, lives like you, eats like you, breathes like you.
Itβs just your body giving shape to your habits.
You can change it β but you wonβt.
Not until the pain becomes greater than your comfort.
Not until someone you love suffers.
Not until the doctor says, βItβs stage three.β
Thatβs when people start talking about God.
But itβs too late then β
youβve already lived the prayer backward.
Youβll call it fate,
but fate was written by your hand β
in every bite, every purchase, every ignored warning.
Cancer doesnβt come from outside.
It grows inside the house you built.
And you β
you love that house too much to clean it.
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You can stop it today.
Not by medicine, not by luck,
but by courage β
to face what youβve normalized.
Youβll have to:
Stop worshipping sugar.
Stop trusting packaging more than soil.
Stop killing freshness in the name of convenience.
Stop sitting all day and calling it work.
Stop running from sunlight.
Stop fearing bitter truth.
Because health isnβt hidden.
Itβs right there β
in the same simplicity youβve called βold-fashioned.β
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You say you hate cancer.
But you donβt.
You hate only its consequences.
You love everything that builds it.
So be honest β
you donβt fear cancer.
You wish for it β
slowly, daily, with every bite, every click, every choice.
And when it comes,
donβt ask why.
Ask when you started loving it.
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