EVERYTHING WE DO, OUR CHILDREN PAY FOR IT
- Madhukar Dama
- May 21
- 5 min read
The generational debt no one questions.

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I. INTRODUCTION: THE INVISIBLE HANDOVER
Everything you do, your child pays for.
Every decision you delay. Every craving you justify. Every shortcut you take.
It doesn't vanish. It simply accumulates.
Quietly.
Like dust behind furniture.
Like grief behind rituals.
Like cancer behind a smile.
From the way you eat, speak, vote, love, lie, pretend, avoid, overspend, and obey —
you leave behind not a legacy, but a bill.
And your children, without being asked, are expected to pay it.
This isn’t karma. This is human carelessness performed as tradition.
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II. THE FAMILY LEVEL: WHERE DAMAGE IS PACKAGED AS LOVE
1. Emotional Inheritance Is the First Curse
If you don’t speak honestly, your child will grow up suspicious.
If you suppress, explode, manipulate, or stonewall — your child will develop strategies to survive you.
They will master obedience, silence, people-pleasing, or rebellion — not for growth, but for self-protection.
You shout in rage, and say “I do it out of love.”
You weep in silence, and say “It’s okay.”
Your child learns that love means tension and truth has no place at home.
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2. You Ate, Slept, and Moved Poorly — Now They Suffer
You fed them from packets.
You served sugar as affection.
You kept them awake with screens so you could rest.
Now they can’t sleep without stimulation.
They can’t eat without acid.
They can’t poop without medication.
But you say:
> “They’re young. They’ll manage.”
And when they collapse at 30, you’ll say,
“We never had these problems.”
You didn’t have them.
You gave them.
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3. You Spent Like a Drunk, Called It Sacrifice
You bought gold for weddings, spent lakhs on one-day feasts, borrowed for prestige.
Now they must pay EMIs for a house you insisted on “owning.”
They inherit not just your property, but your pressure.
To keep up the image.
To marry right.
To settle quick.
To obey always.
The chain is made of invisible expectations and unspoken regret.
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III. CULTURE: WHEN BLIND PRIDE BECOMES FAMILY DUTY
You were born into a caste, a language, a faith, a region.
And instead of questioning any of it, you clung to it like a badge.
Now your children are forced to carry it — like unpaid debt.
You call it identity.
They call it suffocation.
You keep them from friends who eat differently, love differently, think differently.
You wrap it all in the word “values.”
But the only value passed on is fear of being rejected by the tribe.
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IV. EDUCATION: THE FACTORY THAT REPEATS THE MISTAKE
You pushed them into schools that kill curiosity.
You asked for marks, ranks, certificates, and comparison — not self-knowledge.
You let tuition replace attention.
You outsourced parenting to screens and teachers.
And when they grow up robotic, anxious, addicted to approval,
you say,
> “We did our best.”
No.
You did what was convenient.
And they pay with the death of joy.
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V. NATIONAL BETRAYAL: LOOTING THE LAND WHILE SMILING ON STAGE
You voted for parties that offered subsidies, not sustainability.
You cheered concrete jungles and called it development.
You allowed forests to die, rivers to vanish, soils to crack —
just to claim you lived in a “smart city.”
Now your child can’t breathe in the morning.
Can’t drink water without a purifier.
Can’t walk without cement underfoot.
You gave them malls, not mango trees.
Screens, not streams.
Noise, not birds.
You had time to stop it.
But you wanted convenience, not caution.
Now your children wear masks and call it normal.
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VI. GLOBAL: THE PLANET AS COLLATERAL DAMAGE
You chased foreign clothes, food, degrees, and validation.
Now your child speaks someone else's language, dreams someone else’s dream, eats someone else’s poison, and feels disconnected from everything.
You exported your insecurity.
And imported a life your body was never meant to live.
You allowed AI to raise your child.
Let corporations design their attention span.
Let pharmaceutical companies replace ancestral knowledge.
And now your child walks in a world where
they must work for food, sleep for approval, and pray for a future they had no hand in creating.
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VII. THE SILENCE THAT SAYS: "IT'S NORMAL"
No one will ever be blamed.
Because we’ve normalized this intergenerational abuse.
We say:
> “We did it for them.”
“That’s how it has always been.”
“Children must adjust.”
“You’ll understand when you grow up.”
“Every generation has problems.”
But behind these statements is this truth:
> “We didn’t stop. And now you must suffer.”
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VIII. THE REAL INHERITANCE: COLLAPSE AS CULTURE
What your child inherits is not just your surname.
They inherit:
Your unfinished grief
Your borrowed habits
Your unexamined beliefs
Your toxic comforts
Your worship of image over truth
Your addiction to safety
Your inability to say: “I was wrong.”
And they are forced to carry it,
polish it,
and pass it forward —
unless they break down first.
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IX. CONCLUSION: NOTHING ENDS UNLESS IT IS FACED
But you won’t face it.
Because you were trained not to.
You were taught to call this duty, culture, development, growth.
So you will continue.
And your child will pay.
And their child will pay.
And their child’s child — will pay.
Until the chain breaks from exhaustion,
not wisdom.
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“CHILDREN PAY FOR EVERYTHING YOU DON’T FACE”
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you screamed at your wife behind closed doors
then smiled at your son at the dining table.
he watched your teeth
not your love.
he learned
that kindness is a costume.
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you touched your daughter’s face
but never her pain.
you told her
what to wear,
how to laugh,
whom to marry,
what not to want—
and called it protection.
she’ll call it trauma
in ten years
to a stranger on a couch.
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you lit diyas
but never your own darkness.
you read scriptures
but skipped your own heart.
you praised sacrifice
then fed your ego.
you call it culture.
they will call it collapse.
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you gave them
concrete homes
air-conditioned silence
two screens per room
and zero space
to be confused, lost, wild, loud, honest.
you said:
> “we did this for you.”
they will spend their twenties
learning how to breathe
because of what you couldn’t bear to exhale.
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you never said:
> “I’m sorry.”
“I was wrong.”
“I didn’t know better.”
you said:
> “this is how we were raised.”
“be grateful.”
“don’t question.”
you called your fear wisdom.
you called your wounds values.
and your child
became the landfill
for every emotion
you swallowed
for every lie
you wore like a temple thread.
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you wanted a child
not to raise them
but to fix yourself.
to complete your half-done painting
with their blood.
you wanted
obedience
not understanding,
achievement
not aliveness.
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you spent years
building a name.
and now your child
must carry it
like a coffin.
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you polluted rivers
chased malls
mocked soil
forgot fasting
worshipped brands
and then
asked your daughter to recycle.
you said,
> “save the planet.”
she’s trying to
save herself.
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you passed on
your job
your god
your poison
your pride
your confusion
your addictions
your name.
but not
your truth.
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and when they finally break—
you will say:
> “this generation is weak.”
but no.
you were just a coward.
and they’re
just
exhausted.
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no therapy will undo this.
no degree will clean it.
no spouse will rescue them.
no job will redeem it.
they will sit
somewhere
one day
in a waiting room
with trembling hands
and whisper:
> “I don’t know why I am like this.”
and the answer
will be
your face.
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they are not your legacy.
they are your consequence.
and they
will
pay.
forever.
unless
they stop loving you enough
to break the chain.